A difficult day, again

I know I missed posting on the 26th but since it’s still the middle of the night here and in Hawaii, this counts for the 26th day. 😁 In all honesty I didn’t write before bed last night because I was physically tired, mentally wired and realized my posts...
Did life just get in the way AGAIN???

Did life just get in the way AGAIN???

I suppose I should write before I fall asleep but that may be never. I have been awake since 430am. The Man drove me to Phoenix, where I went to pick up an order at Target, then to St. Joe’s for a Brain and Neck MRI which turns out everything is stable, which o...
When the Universe hands you a cookie

When the Universe hands you a cookie

One of my dearest friends has a saying “When the Universe hands you a cookie, smile and take it” He has been saying this to me for over three years now. And I think I finally understand what he means. Over the past nine years I have had a plethora of...
A day at the Beach

A day at the Beach

What a day! It was spiritually cleansing but I am still struggling with a few things. One big one is WHY do we, as humans, tend to expect our new partners to never do anything our previous partner did. Specifically the negative, bad or otherwise annoying things a...
When the Universe hands you a cookie

Life is full of signs

This was written several week aI have tried to write this many timesbut after my 20th MRI, I was so sick I couldn’t do anything. Now it’s 3am and I can’t sleep because of a stuffy nose, a sore tooth and as usual, too much on my mind. One of my gal...
When the Universe hands you a cookie

At the End of the Day

My Story At the end of day, when I can’t sleep, it’s often because I realize just how replaceable as a girlfriend, submissive, little and/or lover, I am. 29 years of working through personal challenges and fear, I sometimes think I have it all figured out....